Honestly?

What are we doing to ourselves? So this morning we fell to temptation and tested. Of course it was a BFN because it is only 12dpiui and probably 11dpo. Not to mention I think today is around cd23...which means we still have another few days until we hit KB's normal cycle length anyways. Our bloodtest is Friday...and I can't promise we won't test tomorrow...it is just so tempting...especially when we have had VERY VERY promising signs. I will be shocked if we are not pregnant this month...I swear that light pink spotting was implantation...perfect timing, coupled with little uterine poke sensations...what else could it possibly be?